Sadly though, one things always, always brings me back here. It's when I'm feeling particularly down and out. Guess this time's no different. Things have been far from boring since I got home. (That used to be my biggest fear before I started my 6-month training in a small and quiet town. Well, fate has different things in store for me.) Fortunately or unfortunately, I'm still undecided.
Currently stuck in a Cornelian dilemma. And hating it.
Although I have a tendency to run away from problems I don't like, I wouldn't leave them unsolved for too long. Because it would bug me and haunt me for as long as it's still there. And now that there is a situation I would really want to iron out, I can't seem to find a permanent solution that's satisfactory. C'est la vie. But at the same time, life is what you make it. Hmmm.
God grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can, and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine be done.
